hailstone attack works! consecutive papers din kill me, and i'm a free man now! definitely much better than draggin a bloody trail along- painful and messy.

gonna go for classes.. calligraphy or piano mayb, and oso celeb wif pple who r gonna graduate soon- left with a feeling of something lost again, like in j2- and meet up with oldi frens.

is character inate or nurtured? There are stubborn children and timid ones and wild bad-tempered sweet angry kind ones. One can grow worse in temper or subdue the horned creature inside, can repent or turn against oneself. Does anyone bother? If u can survive in the evolutionary chain, u r gd. Not much point here.

or maybe its the vengefulness that is involved. A vengeful character can bear with shit when he is down; once he has power, he would choose to repay, to give others a taste, or mayb have a warped standard about things, like how others would be able to take cruelties, jus becoz he's been there n thru. Then that would make both nurture and nature factors. not that simple i feel.