big boy

explosion on thu and the freaky silence that followed, and people looking ard in amazement for the source, and also pple continuing with their work as if nothing happened. turned out that it came from the fridge, and despite it being explosion-proof, bits of glass were spotted near the door, thus prompting one to open the door. WOW glass EVERywhere- the reaction tubes were blown to pieces, and one shelf was cracked. man. that guy jus put them in like a few min ago. imagine if it were to explode in his face, aw. AND guess wad was his first reaction? die la, get third class liao KAO-_- crazy shit

everyday lab, days slip into weeks, weeks into blurriness- wonder how CAN time move so swiftly. jus like a quiet whilpool, drawing us into its depth of nothingness.

gals in lab been breaking down. at least 2 cries per week- makes me feel like steel; bron with a fortified heart? - which can be disturbing- a bit depressing sometimes. is it so hard to get by? are they too fragile? me too wooden? things too heavy? cant understand.

learn to think. is thinking acquired or inborn? of course u can learn to think, the slow and hard way, to get used to the whirring. but if its difficult, does it mean less intelligence?

shifu leaving soon sobz

gives me the chill- some losslike feeling, when everyone leaves.