sad day. broke the stem of my poor hard-lifed sunflower seedling-it took him 6 weeks to stand up to the sun- and now its dead, dehydrated, malleated. when i was trying to straighten it. kpoh me.

poured half of my poor hard-made compound down my tee and jeans- took like one damn day to get there, and buckets of sweat- and i stank like hell- machiam those glue-sniffers- and so threw away my t and jeans liao. lesson: wear lab coat and bring extra clothing.

preety snappy these two weeks. i noe tt, not stupid. but how? cant help it. emotion control... need tt....

selfish pig. i get sick of things, then i dump them. and its the same with pple too. get sick of pple and ignore them. bad huh? y? how to correct tt?