its been a long while. office is cold, and quiet, but i cant hear it; ears r plugged with music. trying to thesize, hah. dun noe how things come to b this way- it becomes a chore to face them; wanna jus hide away, in fantasy, with books and vcds of stories that inevitably end, with happiness. got moe one yr contract, gg to try tt, c how much i hate teaching, b4 giving in totally to spf? b4 that gg to have 3mth break- gg to learn piano, callig, dance? lang... and b4 tt gonna tackle thesis due in three days lol. last week jus handed up poster, and slacked for two and a half full days, with vcds and beautiful pple! ditsy girls and insensitive guys lol. clishe stuff but still gets u hooked anyways. n this academic year will come to a close.

it hurts. yellow and purple, at opposite ends of the bus. hope to get presents for triplets, but no time to shop hah. sometimes feel like the odd, with no legal shifus (i'm not an ingrate, the srs are damn nice) no one to push or pull me. no one to complain to(ok i complain to everyone hah) i need a deep big smelly pit to dump my woes and memories. where to find such a place?